u guys never ever once fail to cheer me up!!!
i love reading what u all wrote, what u guys are up to now
AND THANKS CHIAN AND CHIANN! lol what kind of bday wish was that lol!
i am.. not feeling at my best these days. always feeling empty and stuff. and that ive screwed so many things up. that i disappoint myself and the rest. that im too indecisive and that is actually affecting my friendship and work. that im too irresponsible. that i dont organise my time properly.
i need someone to be with me all the time. to do things that we both love to do, not doing it just to compromise me. i dont like that feeling, i dont like all these fakeness/unwillingness/whatever that is lah.
omgosh. this is horrible.
and i realise i cant really open up to people anymore. why ah.
this is depressing sigh.
BUT UR POSTS REALLY DID CHEER ME UP! haha (((:
all the wrong decisions i have made, and the regret it.
i should make a decision and stick to it and then try my best to make my decision work. yes? but it's so hard if ure not strong enough.
yucks i dunno what im blabbering now. i have so many many friends, but where are the true friends. so hard to find. maybe i should start appreciating things more. and start doing things that i said and promise i will do. maybe that will make myself feel better too/less crappy.
i love u all! really missing u all on my 20th bday (:
MUACKS! [:
LOL no one else online leh!!!
chian & chiann wishing
MISS TEE WHEN CHEEEEE
happy birthdayyyyyyyyyyyy u pokpoktou!
ooo yeah how'd u know it was me? lol. i dint know my writing stylezzz was so distinctive. the bf discussion's mighty interesting but too bad there're only 2 of u who get to discuss abt it. i wanna join the club too!!! MWAHAHHAA (despo much?)
gahhh exams are coming!!! like, wayyy too soon :(
need to start studying!!!! jiayou for those who're having exams soon too! hahahaha we shall, we must and we will meet in the flesh once this is over!!! (...ARE u flying back for cny hooi?)
hahahha chiann having bf problems wheehee! it's like that one la not easy haha.. in the first year, even sometimes nowadays i quarrel with my bf can quarrel until 3-4am, then the next day you want to kick yourself cuz DAMN TIRED, and phone bill gonna be crazy that month hahaha.. but don't a bit a bit say wanna break up la, that one cannot simply say one haha if not if you regret, very hard to take it back!! and btw ah.. my bf also not very sweet one okay, sometimes he is la hahah but 24/7 sweet those kind, don't really exist okayy.. actually maybe got la, but like 10 or 20 left in the world. try not to quarrel la! very shang1 shen1 and shang1 shen2 one.. then get old very fast hehehe..
and qipok why were you talking about me the other day huh huh?? i think you wrote on my wall leh hahaha i havent' read it yet. i need to starrdieee man, why am i blogging huh huh? btw you damn pok la, change your birthday to sat, i got work manzz!
and chiann how you know that one's kelei? can see one meh? hi kelei, come back to melb! the weather's getting better!
lovelove,
hooi
hahah QI, i dont think nui EVER comes here. not after dno since when!HAHA
eh i stil dont quite get the honours part. it means u'll be having an extra cert? but u haven started doing ur honours rite? which means if u do u'll spend another yr there or wad. omgosh confused :x sorry ah..spore system diff..lol
yes yes hooi. hmm more or less okay alr i guess. yes im totally the kind who needs to talk calmly and so i do! but the thing is sometimes he doesnt see theres a prob unlike me, and he wouldnt want to bring it up first cos he thinks its all emo talk and everytime there's an emo talk, it'll be abt sth he shld do. so yalor..frustrating! and he doesnt give in. just too headstrong ba i guess. haha! and my bf not sweet de lor..unlike urs :( so yalor...quarrels here and there. but thank gdness he's a SUPER logical person (which sucks sometimes) and he'll think of 1000 reasons why we shldnt talk abt breakup etc etc and then again, i cant win him so yea, we're not breaking up.
HAHA
eh kelei why u emo! come share share.
Clinic Deariez
consultation hours: ANYTIME ANYDAY.
LOL!
♥ chiann
hello hello i'm pretty down in the dumps too! and that's all i have to say. hope to see u guys soon!!! =D
yo go listen to this one it's not bad
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WGnmx2mYLaM&feature=related
such a sad song!
and i didnt know she was melody, that taoze's ex gf. ooooooo.
now i prefer blogging here than in my own blog. i only feel like talking to u guys. awws.
sigh sigh sigh. i dunno whats wrong with me these days!
haha im looking forward to tmr's dinner, byron and poh's cooking! hahaha
hooi, i screwed my interview up lol. but luckily my teammates were good, so yea it kinda balanced up. ohgosh i seriously should start speaking english using pro terms. i cant speak fluently without repeating certain words i realised. so irritating ohgosh!
and chiann im graduating 17dec 2.30pm! haha. if im taking honours that means i will have another cert lah, like Bachelor of Commerce (Honours) :D
i should study harder. shooo nonsense thoughts away and concentrate!!
hahah hooi is the love expert. eh hooi we were discussing about u that day! hahah
eh chian, i cut my fringe again lah, so screwedup now, no more mushroom head ):
and nui! i bought a present for u already! just not sure when i will send it over (yes my mum's mother's day present is still here omgosh. and kelei's. lol)
wah serious? what happened? big quarrel is it? sure got ups and downs one la.. and it's never easy. especially when we start taking things for granted. but then i've learnt to breathe, relax, calm down, then only talk hahhaa. when everyone's angry and 'hot' it's no use talking, it'll make things worse and nobody wins one.. and you'll say things you'll end up regretting!
but now okay already?
-hooi
haiiiiiiiiiiii. dont say already la.
nearly b**** u*.
HAHA
haiyo duno leh. maintain relationship like very hard hor. hooi u expert teach me!
- chiann
whaaat taitai hahaha taitai your head la, i just got home from work okay it's like 12am.. tired.. sian. i don't wanna work anymore. i'm in my third year.. got one more year to go. hahah i might wanna extend another semester so that i can go on exchange. study very long already meh? feels like 3 years passed by so fast.
QIPOK! do honours!!! so you can stay here longer hahahaha.. oh and how did your presentation go? eh eh hahaha talking about ordering mcd in the middle of the night.. i remember tamade chili sauce hahahha.. okay i have to go study now.. before the caffeine in my body runs out.
lovelove, xoxoxo..
hooi
p.s. chiann that day why were you sadddddddddd?
OMG LOVE!
so many posts!
heheheheh im always v happy to read wad u guys wrote cos its just oh too familiar and we've been missing out too much on each others crap! xD
nobody else cheers me up like u all do :D
hahahah updates updates
me ah. struggling to stay afloat in the actuarial class. ahaha! not coping man..like used to be that u can solve most tutorial questions, now it's become like, being able to solve 1.5 out of 8 questions is the norm. zzZzzzz
im not even aiming high. juz wana maintain my gpa at 2nd upper. thats my target for uni life. lol
EH QI. if u do honours means ure nt gonna graduate in 2 months le wad. means another yr to go? or what? im confused over ur sch life and all. AHHAHAHA
hooi leh?? like study v long alr hor. wad yr are u in now and when r u gona start working man! stop leading life like a taitaiiiiiii! HAHAHHA
♥ chiann
ooo hooi what pre exam drama? share share.
sigh i wish i have dramas too lol.
i want all of u here now man ):
im gonna prepare for this presentation tomorrow. I'm enrolled in this subject called business practicum, so everyweek i go to my host organisation as like their consultant lah. so tmr our group is supposed to present our project findings infront of the BOARD OF DIRECTORS during their committee meeting. ohgosh this is bad cos usually i can just crap my way through but this time the directors are SMART PEOPLE of like 40+ years old and they actually do know what i am talking about ( how terrible).
so yea wish me luck!
sounds quite cool actually eh.
aiyas i wanted to webcam with chian and chiann more that day! miss u poks so much! i'll be back dec 23 in msia! we can hang in jan 2010!!
can u believe it JUs IM GRADUATING FROM FREAKING UNI IN 2 MONTHS :D
how scary time shoots away like a rocket
my brother just had his first o levels paper today. seriously it felt like just yesterday we were piaing (havent used this word for SO LONG) together in the canteen in nygbs, ordering in maccas and kfc at the middle of the night complaining how fat it was yet how xingfu we felt lol.
miss miss miss.
jiayou everyone having exams soon!mine's in 3 weeks but ive only got 2 exams this semester.
hopefully i can get into honours next year!
alright tts all the updates for now.
more guys story next time ;)
XOXOXOXXOOO!
qizaipok
wah what is this. updates and pictures man. hello poks. how is everyone? i'm going into exam mode soon, which means emo mode soon. what's with this exams thing ah? no matter how many times we've done it, we still go through the same pre-exam drama.
anyway, lots of love, might see you guys in jan/feb next year! excitingggzzzz!
hooi
