it's my last day here in sg after two years of jc. but you know what, it still feels like we're parting. we, the notorious m'sian scholars. after two years of crazy life, it all bores down to the same old feeling. nostalgia of the nine of us, as we're parting further and further, beyond just the boundaries of this tiny island and melbourne but everyfreakingwhere. sigh, i can almost imagine what we'd be doing today if it were our last day in nybs. i know in our hearts, it's like time stopped and stayed still in our perfect 2005 lifes. see my dears, after two years and while i part with a new group of friends, you're still top in my list. truthfully.
how cheesy right, but i'm sure we all feel the same, even dear feilan and teohhooi who survived two years without us :D well, instead of mourning, lets celebrate that two years have gone past and our friendship is still as strong as ever, or stronger.
lots of love to every single one of you from your lovely sexy chian.
haa i can see qi is emo-ing here again.
but i definitely hope it's not us that she's talking about here? haha i dont think so. if it's us she wouldnt dare to post here rite.
CHEER UP girl! :D
just to let u know that the 8 of us still love you, ALOT ALOT :D
sometimes you actually still feel disconnected.
maybe you're just tired.
maybe all along u have been feeling this but just that lately you have not been admitting it.
or you cant even be bothered about this whole disconnected issue.
because when you did last semester, it made you feel like total crap.
sometimes i think this whole thing is crap.
i dont feel amused/excited of any of their convo anymore.
it all just feels so, childish? so degrading, so immature it makes u feel like rolling your eyes (which i havent really done since sec4?).
please dont tell me im becoming one of those xi xin yan jiu people.
but really, i feel stress talking to them. even normal chatting.
i guess it's just me. i better buck up with my public relationship skills or im gonna lose all my friends/ not make any new friends. which sucks.
but sometimes u know, u just get lazy to do these.
ok just make the effort qi.
hello im here.
just didnt feel like blogging on my other blog haha
actually i think im quite creative/like kind of good at planning things
it actually all just depends if i want to do it or not.
if i really want to put in the effort, i think i can actually excel in it. actually im quite proud of the creative side of my brain than the scienciiee side? haha
ok ignore my poor english. it gets even worse when im tired.
OHYEA AND AND AND
bloody freaking shit. my memory card has some probs, the laptop said it is like protected or sm shit? bloody eff. so piss.
soo no photos of the pretty/ damn cute/ always make me laugh BDAY CARD!
aiyer.
ok i'll go try get some help or smthing.
these technological stuff are pissing me off, seriously.
